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Hard to Find / Wake Up

by Bedtime Khal

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  • Cassette + Digital Album

    Individually numbered limited edition piano cassette tape with double-sided fold-out J-card and on-shell sticker. Printed and dubbed by hand.

    Comes with download code and Devil Town Tapes sticker.

    Also available direct from the artist at bedtimekhal.bandcamp.com

    Includes unlimited streaming of Hard to Find / Wake Up via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
Hard to Find 02:45
too long and hard to find i lose you every time x2 i like knowing someone who enjoys the finer things and it feels like the years stay the same but that's ok and i like knowing someone that makes my heart race in a good way and i hope this song makes you feel the same thing
2.
Dream Spot 03:00
i just wish I knew how to leave this time behind trouble comes before the storm i'm left with pieces from my life forgot my baggage my stairs i don't feel so good tonight i'll just try to fall asleep and dream that i'll be alright i dreamt i was alone\ is there something i should know? when i turn my back on you i find it's easier to love last year i spent my time awry tried so hard to close my eyes my life felt wrapped by broken ties i bound my house with fragile twine i'm falling back into the place i spent my days just looking out and every time i'd see your face i'd think if i could greet you now
3.
did i catch you at a bad time i've been sensing something wrong and i don't know why i'm in and out of touch you're always in a rush to embrace then leave i am trying to be brief but i can barely speak how do i bring this up i hate when we say that we're just friends and there's nothing left we both know those words are meaningless what's the point we keep each other at an arms length away because we're both afraid and why do we never learn from the past we're just the choir preaching to an atheist and we never learned how to digest just a choir preaching to an atheist
4.
i miss feeling the pacific wind i left my friends at the shore of lake washington i swear you could hear the sirens hymn singing they can't stand but that they could swim my legs turn to fins as i jump in the water felt so warm on my amphibian skin the surface reflects on the creatures within the depths of the tide turned me back to a man every cautionary tale every reflex test i've failed i love that we're all dust we're all a piece of nothing i'm just trying to force my self to happy and through this life i seem to hide every problem that i face
5.
Closer 03:43
it's getting closer almost had it it's getting closer aeromatic how many times am i gonna do this i always crumble when things go right i've been hitting rewind for a long time life's been taking swipes at my fragile confidence i'm here sitting firmly on the line
6.
the sun is out to take the pain away but i retain the space to hibernate we don't choose to leave what we reclaim the feeling that we had we recreate i'm back to how i felt on those days return to what the world can't take away i love you the field i used to hold my brother on the toronto streets my dad would drive us down we used to dream of swimming in the lake (ontario! lake ontario! lake ontario! lake ontario! lakeeeee) my mississauga family i want to thank i'm back to how i felt on those days return to what the world can't take away i love you
7.
Quality 02:23
i'm at a coffee shop in the district it's barely 7:30am i was up late last night drinking and i was listening to miracle mile again i wake up at my parent's house it's barely 7:30am we were up late last night drinking now you gotta leave before my parents find out you were here i hate this lack of quality that's what happens when faith is all you bring i'm doing handstands on the street i'm just trying to get a bite to eat!
8.
a journey through the air a half-lit cigarette a gameboy in my hand my parent's looking stressed this mid-2000s trip on christmas day we left the sky it looked so dim the cold december wind was blowing a metal bird, a foreign land we're doing this *beat* again is this the trend, we touch, confess because we're not friends, we're something else you jumped in before you knew how to swim i left home before i knew how to live
9.
Cascades 03:00
i stopped looking when i stopped trying have you got the time when you're looking down lost my grip when i saw the skyline disappear into the background the cascades feel cold from miles up they sweep the landscape with distrust the ice melts and condenses on my foam cup the flight attendant refills my coke and rum a rebel has the face and name of a ghost who's past is filled with displacement and lives so far away don't carry the same weight a sparrow does a figure eight and alaska's fate is still undecided a man who had an illness disturbingly fades away because i'm half dressed, all alone running through this bloody town no one looks at me now i've been gone too long mistimed gestures via mobile phone all the days i stumbled over my tongue half step around, i won't ever make a sound i just wanna say, more of me grow everyday watching you fade into that opaque haze was the best and worst of all my days
10.
Heart Attack 02:44
you and yourself by your lonesome me and myself stuck with the gun my tears retract, fears stay intact tear me apart my heart attack here is my line keep me in touch lord knows i want to feel loved time and space, wasted you were impatient, we waited "i missed you," he said, just say it let's just repeat the same thing the water's getting higher by the day now and we might all be fine jump in deep and with the tide now i might take the day swim across miami bay i don't want a dinner date with Poseidon gaining inches every year losing time the end is near

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The first two Bedtime Khal EPs, 'Hard to Find' and 'Wake Up', originally released in 2019. Presented together on cassette, this marks the first time these essential early Bedtime Khal recordings have been available on physical format.

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released November 5, 2021

'Hard to Find' - Tracks 1-5
Originally released January 18th 2019

'Wake Up' - Tracks 6-10
Originally released May 3rd 2019

Credits:

Music and lyrics by Khal Malik

Most instruments and vocals performed by Khal Malik but not without the help of Noah Kim

Mixing and mastering by Khal Malik (with advice from Andrew Younker)

Cover art photo shot by Khal Malik, with text by Noah Kim

Additional photography by Anna McGuffie

Thanks to my friends and family

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